I had a lunch date with the only enemy I ever had today, in order to smooth things over. I must admit, I was nervous. It's funny how awkward situations can cause such unwanted self awareness. Things you never give thought to normally seem heavily unbalanced. Like putting food in your mouth and stopping it from falling back out. The way your shoulders twist when you talk. Feeling cross eyed. I don't know though, this could just be me.
(this is how awkward)